Making, or at least always in the service of, music

Im a recording engineer and mixer based in Brooklyn. I grew up playing guitar, craving with my whole heart to be jimi hendrix and, having apparently settled for something in between however many years later, am still trying to make something as explosive or quiet or unaware but certain of itself. originally, I dug my feet into studios from pure frustration— for not being able to capture whatever it was i wanted to hear with others behind the desk. I dont know if ive gotten closer to hearing that yet, but ive spent over a decade in dozens of studios and venues and and rehearsal spaces to help others say they did.